Wednesday, 19 August 2009"I really want to punch him, in the face. But not enough to cause pain, not enough to draw him out of any fatigue he might be experiencing. I do not want to reign the power of pain over him, I merely want to install a short incidence of physical contact. I do not want a mark to tide over him, I solely want to exert a force of my own weight upon his stance. I want to knock him, not knock him down, beat him, not beat him up. I want to feel my deft hand slice the air as I rocket into impact upon his upper half. I will not hurt him, for I will not hurt him. I am capable, yes, but I am not worthy, yet."